1. |
It's All In Your Bed
00:15
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2. |
Nothing Really Mattress
02:15
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I don't know how much more of this I can take
This stream of consciousness seems like it's lasted for days
The whirlwind of revelations is never ending
What awaits me at the center of this labyrinth?
My vision blurs as sight is lost to thought
This sequence of understanding the only thing worth seeing
Sound dissipates, the oracle is all I hear
Thoughts on top of thoughts all in my ear
Then a noise, now a sound
There people all around
What the fuck? Holy shit
Did I dream all of it?
Now it's back
What do I do?
Did I dream all of you?
Does it matter at all?
Doesn't matter at all?
What is matter anyway?
Nothing really matters
Nothing really...
Nothing really...
Nothing really...
Mattress?
I'm in bed, cling to bed
God damnit that was bad
It's ok, you're alright
Shhhhh get some sleep tonight
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3. |
Bunks Not Bed
02:04
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Red and blue flash through the sky
A siren sounds and a person dies
"Stay right there, put your hands in the air"
The last fucking words you'll ever hear
Turn in your badge, turn in your gun
You're not protecting and serving anyone
You're a good cop? That's fucking profound
The only good cop's six feet under ground
Laugh at a victim, kill a kid with a toy
Profile, stereotype, search, and destroy
An industrialized terrorist organization
Stop police militarization
Turn in your badge, turn in your gun
You're not protecting and serving anyone
You're a good cop? That's fucking profound
The only good cop's six feet under ground
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4. |
Holy Sheet
01:47
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The bible says your body is a temple
And it's right, in a certain context
Your body is a temple to yourself
And you shouldn't give a fuck about what anybody else says
Fuck body shamers and transphobic assholes
You don't have to impress anybody but yourself
Your body is a temple to yourself
And you shouldn't give a fuck about what anybody else says
Be your own idol, fuck the bible
You're so much better than what assholes tell you
Look the way that you want to look
Fuck media and magazines that police you
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5. |
Blanket Statement
02:23
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I don't want to go to work, I don't want a job
I just want to sit at home and hang out with my dog
Fuck it, I'm quitting, it's such a god damn pain
I'm gonna stay at home forever because I hate everything
Anxiety is fucking up my life
Agoraphobia is keeping me inside
Suicidal thoughts are running through my brain
I wish that this was all a dream
Fuck! I hate everything
Stuck! Paralyzing
Dead or might as well be
Depression's got a hold of me
Fuck! I hate everything
Stuck! Paralyzing
Dead or might as well be
Depression's got a hold of me
Crying in my bed, rolled up in a ball
Wishing that I could just end it all
A bullet to the head or a razor to the wrist
Decisions, decisions, decisions
I don't want to go to work, I don't want a job
I just want to sit at home and hang out with my dog
Fuck it, I'm quitting, it's such a god damn pain
I'm gonna stay at home forever because I hate everything
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6. |
Bruce Boxspringsteen
00:10
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7. |
Cover Song
03:32
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Stuck in my head
I want to be dead
Drunk with my thoughts
Where is my mind?
Near far, wherever you are
My heart will go on
Now I'm hear to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time
Stuck in my head
I want to be dead
Drunk with my thoughts
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Stuck in my head
I want to be dead
Drunk with my thoughts
Where is my mind?
If it makes you happy then why the hell
Are you so sad
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
I tread a troubled track
My odds are stacked, I'll go back to black
Stuck in my head
I want to be dead
Drunk with my thoughts
Where is my mind?
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8. |
It's Not That Bed
04:20
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I don't like it here
This place is fucked
Columbus sucks
You're right, it's 'cause I suck
My MDD
Anxiety
Can't talk to you
Or anybody
It's not that bad
Audible disaster
Hideous laughter
No one likes me
No one likes anybody
So I try to change
Be less introverted
But it doesn't help
Everything's distorted
It's not that bad
Lost in thought, my eyes roll back into my head
Now I'm dead, now I'm dead, now I'm dead
In my bed, in my bed, in my bed
Seeing red, seeing red, seeing red
Stuck in this dream-like space
Disgruntled, out of place
No where to run or hide
Just want these feelings to subside
Drunk and agitated
Becoming more frustrated
I just need to leave
I just need to breath
It's not that bad
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9. |
She's Sad, Comforter
03:17
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From the eternal darkness of the abyss
I glimpse a gleam of gallant light
And as the forlorn fog fades forevermore
I shutter at what happened last night
Did I imagine it? Was it real?
Once again I hear, see, and feel
Is this reality? Or an illusion?
What the fuck is going on?
Am I crying still or am I just sad?
Wave after wave of panic attacks
Can I trust anyone ever again?
I don't know
Fear, fear is what I feel
Can I tell anyone?
No, they'd laugh me away
Would I even be able to explain?
The tears are coming faster now
My breathing sparse, I gasp
I weep and clutch for anything that might be there...
She's sad, comfort her
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10. |
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Non-binary
I'm me, just me
Fluidity
Ever changing
My body, my choice
I've got my own voice
You can't speak for me
Or my identity
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11. |
Look Out Pillow
02:52
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It's going down like the feathers on a gosling
Down like the feathers in my pillow
Down like it should be a D string
Down like the winter snow
Look out pillow
My head is starting to grow
And I don't know
If you can support my weight anymore
Walls are starting to breathe
Ceilings beginning to cave
And I don't know
If I'm able to save
I don't like this anymore
Is this the sky or bedroom floor?
Must get up and seize the day
But my body's seizing uncontrollably
So look out pillow
I'm coming back to bed
And I don't know
If this is a dream or I'm dead
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12. |
David Dutchoveny
02:10
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Skully! Mulder!
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Etc. Etc. Etc. Columbus, Ohio
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